ENTRY 10 : Hot Choco

“Jaejoong ah, Let’s break up… I love someone new..”

“No… Please.. don’t leave me.. I-I Love You!”

“I DON’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE! Now leave us alone!” Jaejoong’s now “ex” boyfriend turned his back and walks away with his new boyfriend, Leaving Jaejoong alone.

Too shocked by what happened, he just watched them walk away.


The sound of the raindrops filled the whole crowd-less park.

Jaejoong who was now on his knees joined the sky as it cries… like the heaven is also feeling sympathy of him.

Reminiscing those last few words his ex lover had said, he couldn’t help to grip his chest. It was so painful. So painful that he wished that he would just die at that moment.

After those 5 long years, he didn’t think or even thought of this kind of shit to happen or even end. Even the people around Jaejoong thought that they will get married soon and have a happy family.

But that seems not going to happen… because his ex-boyfriend, Choi Siwon, broke up with him.

After everything he’s done for him and this relationship, It is still not good enough or even meant nothing.

Jaejoong is now drenching wet, wet because of the fucking rain and those tears he shed. His tear-stricken face is now covered with his hair. He was a total mess.

He slowly tried to stand and walked, he didn’t even know where he was going. He just let his feet drag him anywhere.

After minutes of walking with no direction, he stands at a front of a familiar house, a house that is very familiar to him.

He needed someone to talk to, someone to comfort him, that’s the thing he thought after his feet brought him here.

He opened the unlocked gate and knocked on the door but no one was answering. He desperately knocked again but the he was stopped by a sudden call.

“Yah, Jaejoong-ah? Is that you? What are you doing here? Its raining…”

He looked behind him and saw his bestfriend closing the gate behind him while holding an umbrella and a plastic bag.

“Yu.. Yu.. Yunho-ah…” Jaejoong began to stutter and feel weak, he was on the verge of tearing up again.

He approached Yunho and hugged him tightly, he started to cry again.

As Jaejoong cried, Yunho on the other side accidentally dropped the things he was holding and hugged Jaejoong back instead. He felt that he needs to comfort Jaejoong so hard. YunHo then asked Jae what happened.

“Si…Siwon ah… he broke up with me…” Jaejoong started. “I saw him with another guy… He… he cheated on me…”

YunHo all of a sudden wanted to run and rip Siwon into pieces. He wanted to beat that shit but Jae didn’t let him go, it’s not he can’t break free, but he wanted to comfort Jaejoong and never leave him so he just remained calm but his hands form into a hard fist, controlling himself.

“It’s okay Jaejoong-ah, just let all your frustrations flow, let all your pain, sadness and anger flow like the rain, release it in your body. I am always here for you.”

Jaejoong then looked at YunHo’s eyes and asked him. ‘Why do you care for me so much YunHo? I know you are my bestfriend, but do you thing its—“

Jaejoong was interrupted with a KISS.

Yes, YunHo kissed him.

Jaejoong was so damn shocked but then he is too weak to broke the kiss so he just let him kiss him. After a few, YunHo broke the kiss and continued Jae’s sentence.

“Too much? No Jaejoong, its not. Compare to everything you did into my life, it was just a piece of dust. Every little thing that you did, makes my days complete, makes me happy. Every single detail you have, every breathe you take, every bit of your personality, Everything you do, makes me now how I, Jung Yunho, Kim Jaejoong’s bestfriend, Love You.”

YunHo’s words made Jae’s heart speed up. Every word was so pure, so sincere and so true but then, he insisted on asking YunHo.

“Are you saying that words because you just feel pity of me?”

YunHo didn’t answer. Instead, he hugged Jaejoong tight. Letting his actions be his response. But then spoke later on.

“Jaejoong, I don’t feel pity of you. I just love you so damn much that I let my actions be the response. From the very beginning, All I ever care about, always love, is you. Always been you. Even now, I still love you to death.”

“But I am still in love with Siwon, I can’t return your feelings just yet…” Jaejoong interrupted and looked at YunHo in the eyes again.

“It’s okay Jaejoong-ah. I am willing to wait. Even if it takes a thousand miles to walk, hundreds of songs to sing, just to be with you… I will, Even if it takes eternity to wait for you, I love you with no boundaries. That is how I love you.” Yunho said and looked at Jaejoong’s eyes again. Sending a message that what he was saying was true.

“Yunho-yah…” Jaejoong said as YunHo started to lean against his face.

As YunHo leans, Jaejoong closed his eyes and waited for the kiss…

But, suddenly, YunHo stopped and said.

“Let’s go inside the house, we are so wet and it’s too cold. I bet you like some Hot Choco..” and walked towards the house and picking up the things he dropped.

Jaejoong got pissed and turned YunHo around and kissed him passionately, telling him that he doesn’t have to wait and that he, Kim Jaejoong, loves him too.

After a few minutes of lip-locking, Jaejoong broke up the kiss, leaving YunHo still close-eyed.

“C’mon Yunnie, I want some hot choco now, It’s too cold here. I missed your Hot Choco ala YunHo.” Jaejoong said while dragging YunHo inside the house and smiling.

Next Morning, It was reported on the news that a man was killed inside his house due to food poisoning. The victim’s name was Choi Siwon and he died after drinking hot chocolate mixed with muriatic acid the night before. It was also reported that he was with a guy last night named Kim HeeChul which was a serial killer using food to kill somebody.

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